I wanna be driving down a freeway. No destination in mind. Windows down. Sunroof back. Music blaring. The warm air pouring in all around me. The stars shining bright above me. And the smell of summer not too far off in the distance.
It feels kind of like summer now. Though it would be about 8 or 10 degrees warmer out at the moment. But it does feel slightly like summer is already here. I'm looking forward to the summer. I always am. I just wish I had something to do right now. Like the driving. If only I had fixed my car already. Or kickin back poolside with some friends. If only my friends didn't have to work. Or if I was in Hawaii I could be walking down the beach. I just wanna be doing anything other than sitting at home at 3 am, not sleeping, with nothing on the tele.
Sleepless boredom sucks.
I'm feeling a little better now. It was one of those strange nights for a little while there. One of those nights where everything just feels off. Not like something bad is about happen, or like you're forgetting anything, or missing something. Not even a night where you feel depressed for absolutely no reason. Just...weird. But it's better now, somehow. I guess writing out your thoughts really does help sometimes. I'm happy for that. Because now, when I go to bed, whenever that may be, I'll feel good. I mean, it wasn't a bad day. It wasn't a very productive day, but it was alright. But really, it was slightly productive. I got my payments sent out for the recent eBay purchases that were made. I played a little bit of music with the sister this evening. I made an attempt at calling to win Jimmy Eat World tickets. (I was caller #1...not caller #10) And I saw the premiere of the new trailer for Episode III. So all in all, I guess it was a good day. Point being, when I go to sleep, I won't feel all weirded out like I was feeling a little while ago. I'll go to bed feeling nice. And tomorrow...is another day.
It feels kind of like summer now. Though it would be about 8 or 10 degrees warmer out at the moment. But it does feel slightly like summer is already here. I'm looking forward to the summer. I always am. I just wish I had something to do right now. Like the driving. If only I had fixed my car already. Or kickin back poolside with some friends. If only my friends didn't have to work. Or if I was in Hawaii I could be walking down the beach. I just wanna be doing anything other than sitting at home at 3 am, not sleeping, with nothing on the tele.
Sleepless boredom sucks.
I'm feeling a little better now. It was one of those strange nights for a little while there. One of those nights where everything just feels off. Not like something bad is about happen, or like you're forgetting anything, or missing something. Not even a night where you feel depressed for absolutely no reason. Just...weird. But it's better now, somehow. I guess writing out your thoughts really does help sometimes. I'm happy for that. Because now, when I go to bed, whenever that may be, I'll feel good. I mean, it wasn't a bad day. It wasn't a very productive day, but it was alright. But really, it was slightly productive. I got my payments sent out for the recent eBay purchases that were made. I played a little bit of music with the sister this evening. I made an attempt at calling to win Jimmy Eat World tickets. (I was caller #1...not caller #10) And I saw the premiere of the new trailer for Episode III. So all in all, I guess it was a good day. Point being, when I go to sleep, I won't feel all weirded out like I was feeling a little while ago. I'll go to bed feeling nice. And tomorrow...is another day.
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